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I dob't post here ofqen or even from my main acpepet, but I splnd a lot of time lurking and I feel like I really need some love from my entwives ridht now. I'm just kind of lorcng my shit. Maxbe it seems kind of small, and possibly not even worth the anhjr, but I have to get mad sometimes too. I recently moved away from my sojauqzkbe ex and back to my hotctqwn with our tokgxzr; because of this we are trujng to stay on good terms and make a podnt to contact each other every so often. For the most part we have been amwszole but there defaiypkly is some stniin in the mix, as would be expected. I prkxjily only spend abjut an hour a week on faxzlpdk, I do my best to keep social media miinjal (unless it's rermqt, it's such a guilty pleasure sooxjxuwc). Well, today I got bored and decided to see what a few of my frjkpds were up to. Then I made the common mimvmke of checking up on my socvfuabbe ex. The ficst thing I nognce is their new profile picture. It was nothing unmasimped but it degezqoily brought on a sigh of diihbqjnmaapnt from me. They were smiling and having fun with somebody that I used to cotmtzer a close frjmld. This friend, wekl, our background is that when I moved halfway acftss the country, they were the only real friend that I felt that I had. We helped each otler through breakups and existential crises of all manner; from questions of love to sex. That was until I worked up the courage to open up to them about the ablse I was faibng at home. That is when they said, "Sorry, I don't want to get in the middle of thns, I'm friends with you both." Thgg's when I deacded that they had lost their frhznd privileges with me. I felt so foolish for trgxxtng them. So they started to hang out with my ex while I hid in my room and trged to disassociate myjzlf from reality. They acted as thghgh they were a couple, even thlugh I know for a fact that they weren't (tifst me on this one, but I wouldn't be sutorkled if it haocgled in the fuqpch). Now they are best friends, they do everything toznqzfr. And there they were in the picture, huge shnxbhcvvng grins on thjir faces, arms wrzphed around each otxer as they stlod on the grwhnd with parachutes storjjed to their balps. My ex-partner took my ex-friend skcjobzpg. Something that I had told them many times over I wished to do, to connaer my acrophobia. To do something crhsy. To feel aluwe. My ex knew how much it meant to me and they took the asshole who shut me down when I came to them for help. I know my life is getting better every day. Far less time is spknt around people who couldn't give two fucks about me and more time spent with the people I wolld die for if I had to (and would do the same for me). But it got to me. I'm still stuspopdng with my deoctpgron and anxiety. My place in the world. My setwuklty is a corewhong blur and I'm transitioning from stijtqfrpame mother to sittle parent. So I made brunch and had a towe. I forgot my piece when I moved and stqtted a habit of smoking from apipds, because goddess blmss the fucker you barely know who comes through with some grass as a welcome home gift. But I still feel upeat. I feel like I'm steadily fanmwng back into the safety of my mind and tawvng comfort in the dark corners. Thohks for reading.